Chill And Chill: sad moment

Nov 19, 2007

sad moment

i want to write, write what comes to my heart now, and it is heavy because i just met some one who doesn't have a mother from when she was 8. and we spoke, i felt bad, felt her pain for a moment and my heavy heart wept for a moment. though it wanted to cry more and the eyes wanted to cry, cry a lot. maybe it was because i haven't cried from the time, i lost my dad, 8 years ago. i took him on my shoulders with a smile on my face, i did, i wore the blue full sleeved shirt he gave me, his last gift to me in this world, i took a bath, wore his shirt, walked bare feet carrying him on my shoulder to the graveyard, and i was smiling, because he had always told me that this life was just a preparation for the real life when we will meet our CREATOR, our LORD, who is so full of love and mercy. i know one thing that everything apart from HIM, every thing, has to go through death . why ? because only GOD is EVER ETERNAL. only GOD, HE was forever and will be forever. even we will live one day forever, forever but before that we will have to go through death.

Therefore, i was smiling taking my father's body to the graveyard, and hopefully will do the same when my mother dies, if she does before me. Because the ones who have gone have gone to GOD, THE MOST WISE, THE MOST HIGH, THE MOST LOVING, THE GIVER OF LIFE, THE MAKER OF DEATH, THE MOST MERCIFUL, THE MOST KIND, THE CHERISHER, THE SUSTAINER, THE BESTOWER, THE JUST, THE LISTENER OF HEARTS, THE KNOWER OF NEEDS, THE ONLY.

i don't feel sad for my self but feel like praying for anyone who is sad for a lost one, but how long will it be before we are all there, how long ? and therefor, being nice is important.
time flows faster than anything we know, faster than light because we measure light with time and before we really know we will be where we all belong, in heaven, by GOD'S LOVE, HIS ETERNAL LOVE, or why else would HE make us, give us the joys of this world, send down rain for our sustenance, give us eyes and beauty, ears and sounds, feelings and the fulfillment, tongue and taste, belly and food, thoughts and wisdom and so much more, these are not my words, i am not capable of thinking a grain's worth of such truth, these are in the Books of HIS GUIDANCE.
let's love, let's pray, let's make people all around us happy who can forget their sorrows and know that the journey for everybody and every thing is to THE MOST HIGH, MOST KIND, GOD.

aah ! what it will be when that day comes. beyond all our imaginations. just bliss and happiness that no one can know, only imagine and if the whole existence got together and thought together about That BlisS we wouldn't be able to imagine That BlisS and HappinesS.
let's give all we have, except our faith in THE MOST HIGH,for that can only be shared not given, to make others happy. let's love truly, let's collect all we can by giving all we have to achieve the highest place in GOD'S eternal abode for us, heavens.

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